If I can’t believe my own experiences, how am I supposed to believe anything else?

I’m sick of people telling me that police-car light bars, ambulance light bars, school bus strobe lights, post truck strobe lights, turn signals, and all the other flashing “safety signals” are safe and can’t possibly cause seizures.

I don’t think anyone’s trying to gaslight me, but I still feel gaslit.

These things can hurt, blind me in the direction of the flashing, cause hallucinatory flashing in other directions, blind me in the direction of that flashing too, disorient me, unabalance me, and leave me with severe migraines for days afterwards and one time vomiting.

I think this best fits occipital lobe seizures with post-ictal migraines, but pehaps there’s another explanation.

I don’t think this fits pnes which tends to have motor symptoms.

Now I can’t conceive of how anyone could get hit with these or with modern web design and not get sick, but if some can, then maybe they can’t conceive of how someone could get injured or sick from … however they think of these? high-safetypower safetyweapons creating safety? harmless doodads? no different from a color choice? I don’t know.

I the meantme when someone talks about firing these weapons… sorry, “turning them on,” I’m going to react with fear and horror and point out that dangerous weapons are dangerous and shouldn’t be fired so recklessly.